Winter Trees

Tuesday, June 27, 2006

From now on the blogger has decided to write his thoughts in three different perspectives coming from three different personalities that were spawned after 23 years... He has decided to name them as : "Soma", "Psychi", and "Zoi", two of which comes from the subconscious.

Zoi: "I was the first self"
Soma: "I was the second self"
Psychi: "I was the third self"

You might think that I'm crazy, but i'm actually just trying to draw out the thoughts buried in the subconscious. The one writing now is the combination of the three and is constantly trying to find the perfect balance for the glory of His master. :)

Soma: "Wow heavy... nababaliw ka na talaga Bobby..."
Psychi: "Please don't treat yourself harshly... He's just being realistic... A constant battle of wills is not abnormal in the human mind"
Soma: "He's not myself... I'm Soma..."
Zoi: "Soma has always hated Bobby... You must understand"
Soma: "Isn't it crazy to even post such idiotic ideas in a blog to be read by your friends? This is ridiculous"
Zoi: "This is actually the goal of the succeeding blogs... To at least give a glimpse of the battle of wills that happen in the human mind... or at least in this human mind in particular..."
Psychi: "Yes, and we need to keep track of what has been happening to us since we started to exist in his mind... When we feel that..."
Soma: "Feel !!! Feel!!! who needs feelings ? it will just cripple him! ... I mean us... It's the main reason why he's been taken advantage of so many times!! We have to stop him from feeling.."
Zoi: "It may be true that his feelings gave way to many hurts he received and caused... But it's a part of us... Can it really be removed?"
Psychi: "I may not have existed without it..."
Soma: "Then it's better for you not to exist at all... You caused all the trouble..."
Zoi: "Well maybe we just have to surrender it to our Master"
Soma: "Which master?"
Psychi: "Zoi, please remember that Soma has another master... "
Zoi: "Oh.. but I thought he has already surrendered to ours..."
Soma: "I was just joking... yet i must be honest... i'm still very shaky..."
Psychi: "Me too... Only Zoi has been consistent in obeying our Master and resisting the old one... Too bad he's the most seldom to dominate among the three of us... Usually it's either me or you..."
Soma: "Yeah, but it's all good... I'm a little distressed about his classes... They seem to become more boring every semester..."
Psychi: "I can understand his feelings... He has always craved for Java..."
Soma: "He musn't feel, otherwise he'll be more ineffective... By the way, I'm itching to play Dota... Why is he continuing to restrain it? He could have just played and not told his partner about it.."
Psychi: " The covenant was made to the Master and not to his partner alone... He'll have to do it if he doesn't want to be cursed..."
Soma: "What a selfish reason... He just doesn't want to get cursed"
Zoi: "Well, he also wants to please the Master..."
Soma : "He can please the master in other ways.. Come on! I want to play... Wanna use Rhasta and beat those kids..."
Psychi:"Yeah.. and I'm getting more depressed each day.. It seems that insecurities continue to overwhelm me...Dota makes me forget"
Zoi: "He is already secure in Christ... He needs nothing or noone else... Forgetting is never the solution..."
Psychi:"But I feel down... Even if you tell that thing to me a hundred times i'll feel like this..."
Zoi: "You're searching for something that cannot be found... The heart is deceitful among many things... Let's help bobby keep up with his promise... Maybe I should dominate the two of you for now... Can I?"
Psychi: "Well... I need to rest too... I feel too depressed to think about it... but ... um ... well ok..."
Soma: "Grrr... Maybe i'll get those kids next time..."
Zoi: "Ok I'll tell him to keep on meditating on Philippians 4:8"
Soma: "Settled then... grrrr.. I really miss Rhasta..."
PSychi: "ZzzzzZZZzzZZZZZ"

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Philippians 4:8

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